A New Chapter

November 22, 2009 at 8:13 pm Leave a comment

I spent most of yesterday, thinking about you. It’s what we seem to do, everytime the 21st of the month comes around.

Didn’t really do anything special, just thought about how much I really miss you.

It wasn’t until this morning that it dawned on me. Whether it’s the exact time or not is in consequential. Yesterday was 9 months since we lost you. Which means, the length of time that we’ve been seperated from you, is greater than the time you were physically with us. The thought of this makes my heart ache tremendously.

Mommy and I miss you so very much. We are praying to God daily that he might allow us to bring home a little sibling for you. Not being able to hold you leaves a yearning that is beyond compare.

If you’re anything like your older brothers and sisters, you’d be pulling yourself up on to furniture by now, soon you’d be walking, and then look out world.

Hopefully, Mommy and I will be able to get some answers and help prevent this from happening to other families. Then, I hope you’ll be proud of us.


Happy 9 months son. We love and miss you immensely.




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